Chasing the Walrus

So its been a fucking while since I posted anything. I’d like to say it’s because I’ve been way to busy doing shit, building more websites, making a bunch more coin. That fucking what I wish I could say. Truth is I’ve been, and still am, a bit depressed with life and as such it’s a fucking measerable experience trying to be the upbeat, all in control Walrus. The thing is, I’m not so fucking sure I understand what the fuck has got me in this funk and if I don’t understand what is causing the funk how can I get out of it.

I’ve kind of exiled myself. Cut myself off from most of the people I know and about the only fucking time I feel like myself I’ve got to be drunk and now I’m tired of being drunk. It’s easy to stop, I’m no where near an alcoholic but I’ve also become more than a social drinker. Or maybe it’s best explained as the only time I seem to be interested in being social is when I’m drinking.

I don’t know, I never planned on this being a spill my guts to the world kind of blog but if it is to be a reflection of it’s name sake then I’ve got to post the bad with the good….I think. How can I ever expect you fuckers to take my rants seriously if I don’t give all of myself, good and bad.

I’m not sure what I have to be depressed about. I’m highly respected in two fields, the one I pay my bills with and the one I’ve chosen on-line. It just seems that I’m walking through life…actually just watching life go by…instead of spending my days living it and its been going on so long that I don’t remember when it started but I have to find a way to make it end.

Enough pissing and moaning, I’ll check in tomorrow and post any revelations. In the meantime, enjoy this sexy bitch.

Yenni is a pool shark
Yennie Hoang
University of Maryland
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AGE: 23
HAIR COLOR: Brown
HEIGHT: 5ft 5in
WEIGHT: 117 lb
BREASTS: 34B
MEASUREMENTS: 34B-26-34
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